Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
Hi, it has been such a very long time not blogging here. i don't have much time to update my blog. since i really get the mood so here it goes.
have you ever wonder what your life would be in another few minutes? do you ever wonder are you going to be as happy as you are now.
my teacher once told us, if we're in flight the lving chance is just 50-50. and my teacher asked me are you sure you're going to be landed just the way it should be? are you not thinking about the airplane crush or whatsoever?
yes, sometimes, humans do always forget about what could be in the future. humans are always busying planning for something without even thinkin what could be in the future. i mean the destiny. but not to say that we dont have to think those things. we have to think about what wil happen to us. are we sure about our decisions? are you not going to regret?
we have to plan it and think about the whats-coming in the future so that we're ready to face it whenever it hits us. so always think beyond your expectations. sometimes the fear in your mind will appear infront of you unexpectedly.
dear self,
have you ever wonder what's coming next?
it finally comes
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
as people on social media already posted about "dm-me-before-2015-ends" post, so im here also waiting for 2015 to end. im surely not ready for the 2016 because next year im going to face for an examination called SPM (may Allah ease it for me to success in SPM in the sake of Allah) .
as for you know, SPM is where your future begins, it depends on how your result is and of course with Allah wills. i have a big dream and of course i want to have a flying colour result for SPM of 2016. may Allah ease it for me.
to be honest im afraid of that examination and a little bit not ready plus living in Samura where all smart students live there and being surrounded by smart students always make me feel a little bit chicken out.
i just pray that everything will turn out well and i dont care if i need to have the hardships before getting the success. and one of the reasons im afraid of facing next year is, i know how tired it will be, i know how pain it will be and i know there will be much tears that will shade because i have faced it this year. form 4 also have already feel the tiredness and painful and i can feel it what's coming next year. i can imagine already. i just pray that Allah will make me stronger and even stronger to achieve the success. i know it's hard but it's not impossible.
im afraid of seeing other's motivation. how could they have been ready. im here just seeing how passionate they are. how they got the motivation of being so passionate of facing next year, but i need to be strong and always istiqamah.
may Allah help and guide me and make me strong and even stronger, Aamiin.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
as people on social media already posted about "dm-me-before-2015-ends" post, so im here also waiting for 2015 to end. im surely not ready for the 2016 because next year im going to face for an examination called SPM (may Allah ease it for me to success in SPM in the sake of Allah) .
as for you know, SPM is where your future begins, it depends on how your result is and of course with Allah wills. i have a big dream and of course i want to have a flying colour result for SPM of 2016. may Allah ease it for me.
to be honest im afraid of that examination and a little bit not ready plus living in Samura where all smart students live there and being surrounded by smart students always make me feel a little bit chicken out.
i just pray that everything will turn out well and i dont care if i need to have the hardships before getting the success. and one of the reasons im afraid of facing next year is, i know how tired it will be, i know how pain it will be and i know there will be much tears that will shade because i have faced it this year. form 4 also have already feel the tiredness and painful and i can feel it what's coming next year. i can imagine already. i just pray that Allah will make me stronger and even stronger to achieve the success. i know it's hard but it's not impossible.
im afraid of seeing other's motivation. how could they have been ready. im here just seeing how passionate they are. how they got the motivation of being so passionate of facing next year, but i need to be strong and always istiqamah.
may Allah help and guide me and make me strong and even stronger, Aamiin.
when everything takes place
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
holidays are coming to its end and Christmas day is just few days to go yet im here trying to finish all my homework(s). im so so tired so i decided to have some break and looked out side my room window. the view is straight away to the park where all the children used to play.
few years back then, the park is full of children playing happily and im one of them. when the clock showed five in the evening there will always have sound of children from the park that can be heard from my house and the lust to play with friends in the park became bigger. we, the children will straight away asked the permission from mum to go out for play with friends in the park.
and we created a lot of memories and uphold till now. and i can remember every bits of it. well at least i created some fun time during my childhood years. the park was a very glorious place for children to visit.
but just now, when i looked out the window, i saw only two kids in the park. the park is now is not a place for children to play. and i can see these poor children are just only play with their phones, laptops, TVs. why do you have to steal your childhood years kiddos? go and find some fun time to create and remember those times in your older years. these children they don't know the real fun time. they are stuck between child years and adult years. the phones, the laptops are for adults why you bother to have it in you teen ages?
and now, i don't have any happy view when i look out the window. and this reality is totally hurt that kids are no longer a kids. stop acting this way kids. enjoy your childhood years as many as you can.
holidays are coming to its end and Christmas day is just few days to go yet im here trying to finish all my homework(s). im so so tired so i decided to have some break and looked out side my room window. the view is straight away to the park where all the children used to play.
few years back then, the park is full of children playing happily and im one of them. when the clock showed five in the evening there will always have sound of children from the park that can be heard from my house and the lust to play with friends in the park became bigger. we, the children will straight away asked the permission from mum to go out for play with friends in the park.
and we created a lot of memories and uphold till now. and i can remember every bits of it. well at least i created some fun time during my childhood years. the park was a very glorious place for children to visit.
but just now, when i looked out the window, i saw only two kids in the park. the park is now is not a place for children to play. and i can see these poor children are just only play with their phones, laptops, TVs. why do you have to steal your childhood years kiddos? go and find some fun time to create and remember those times in your older years. these children they don't know the real fun time. they are stuck between child years and adult years. the phones, the laptops are for adults why you bother to have it in you teen ages?
and now, i don't have any happy view when i look out the window. and this reality is totally hurt that kids are no longer a kids. stop acting this way kids. enjoy your childhood years as many as you can.
when it really hits you
Assalamualaikum Warrahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
Bismillah,
In the name of Lord Who created.
i used to give people some good advices, some good responses like..
"be sabr with all the obstacles that you are having right now"
" calm down, it just nothing"
"Husnudzon with all these people"
wallahi, i know these above are the truth, i used to advise people to be kind, to be better when there are tests from Allah the Almighty that came to you, and it really easy when i speak about it, but when it comes to me, the tests that Allah gives to me, it is so hard to act like the way i spoke. wallahi, Allah will test you the way you speak.
when it comes to you, Allah wants to see, how strong you'll be, how genuine your words were. how dedicate your actions were. and im so afraid if i cant be that strong, O Allah, i am and will always ask You the guidance and strengths to live in this Duniya as i know that this duniya is only a temporary place to all living things. O Allah help me to be a better muslim as You prefer, O Allah guide through this journey of my life and in akhirah.
in the name of You, ya Allah, the God of all the worlds, i want to enter Jannah with my beloved ones, with my family. i don't want to be a sinful, MasyaAllah , Nauzubillahi min zalik. Ya Allah, i rely on You, Ya Rabb. i do trust on You. guide me and help me Ya Allah. Aamiin ya Rabb.
Bismillah,
In the name of Lord Who created.
i used to give people some good advices, some good responses like..
"be sabr with all the obstacles that you are having right now"
" calm down, it just nothing"
"Husnudzon with all these people"
wallahi, i know these above are the truth, i used to advise people to be kind, to be better when there are tests from Allah the Almighty that came to you, and it really easy when i speak about it, but when it comes to me, the tests that Allah gives to me, it is so hard to act like the way i spoke. wallahi, Allah will test you the way you speak.
when it comes to you, Allah wants to see, how strong you'll be, how genuine your words were. how dedicate your actions were. and im so afraid if i cant be that strong, O Allah, i am and will always ask You the guidance and strengths to live in this Duniya as i know that this duniya is only a temporary place to all living things. O Allah help me to be a better muslim as You prefer, O Allah guide through this journey of my life and in akhirah.
in the name of You, ya Allah, the God of all the worlds, i want to enter Jannah with my beloved ones, with my family. i don't want to be a sinful, MasyaAllah , Nauzubillahi min zalik. Ya Allah, i rely on You, Ya Rabb. i do trust on You. guide me and help me Ya Allah. Aamiin ya Rabb.
can't control
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
nowadays, i can feel myself can't control my temper. if something happens then the reaction will be serious. i can feel that i take some things seriously nowadays. and the most clearly thing that i found in myself that i cannot control my anger, Nauzubillahiminzalik. MasyaAllah, i don't want the bad temper of mine come surround myself again. i want to be more sabr.
i don't know, i'm too strict with some things and i want it looks the way i wanted. i want some things to look perfect to me& i want it to be the same as i wanted it to be. for example is, if someone wanted to take anything that belongs to me, they must ask my permission or else i will get burst. easily.
&if u are in a same house with me, u really have to ensure that cleanliness is the first priority. no mess, or else, something bad will happen to u.
&i feel so terrible that my younger brothers will be the victims. im not sure if im too stress with all the works that i have, but i know, that i should NOT be like that and for sure i as their sister should take a very good care of them and not always blaming them with something that is not logically should they get.
and im starting to feel that i have a bad temper again. i dont know. it happens suddenly and of course i feel bad and guilty whenever i get burst in front of my younger brothers and i can be so sayang with my other younger cousins. i know this is not fair. im the sister of them, should actually take a very good care of them and help my parents to ease their burden not making them more tired and worried. MasyaAllah, oh Allah, make it easy for me, make my heart easy to take a good care of them.
i dont want make them scared of me. i just want to be a sister that could protect my younger brothers and i want to be the best sister of them of course. making them trust on me, making them comfortable with me and making someone that can hears all of their stories and gives a good response and help them through their journey of life. MasyaAllah, i want to be a sister like that. a sister that Jannah wants. Aamiin. may Allah ease everything. Aamiin.
nowadays, i can feel myself can't control my temper. if something happens then the reaction will be serious. i can feel that i take some things seriously nowadays. and the most clearly thing that i found in myself that i cannot control my anger, Nauzubillahiminzalik. MasyaAllah, i don't want the bad temper of mine come surround myself again. i want to be more sabr.
i don't know, i'm too strict with some things and i want it looks the way i wanted. i want some things to look perfect to me& i want it to be the same as i wanted it to be. for example is, if someone wanted to take anything that belongs to me, they must ask my permission or else i will get burst. easily.
&if u are in a same house with me, u really have to ensure that cleanliness is the first priority. no mess, or else, something bad will happen to u.
&i feel so terrible that my younger brothers will be the victims. im not sure if im too stress with all the works that i have, but i know, that i should NOT be like that and for sure i as their sister should take a very good care of them and not always blaming them with something that is not logically should they get.
and im starting to feel that i have a bad temper again. i dont know. it happens suddenly and of course i feel bad and guilty whenever i get burst in front of my younger brothers and i can be so sayang with my other younger cousins. i know this is not fair. im the sister of them, should actually take a very good care of them and help my parents to ease their burden not making them more tired and worried. MasyaAllah, oh Allah, make it easy for me, make my heart easy to take a good care of them.
i dont want make them scared of me. i just want to be a sister that could protect my younger brothers and i want to be the best sister of them of course. making them trust on me, making them comfortable with me and making someone that can hears all of their stories and gives a good response and help them through their journey of life. MasyaAllah, i want to be a sister like that. a sister that Jannah wants. Aamiin. may Allah ease everything. Aamiin.
im learning
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
literally i got so busy with my social media news. i dont own a cell phone and of course i share my whatsapp with my mom's (actually i used her account) and all of all i use my mom's cell phone and make it as my own. sorry mommy.
i joined a few groups from my schoolmates, and this one group is reallyyyyy full of notifications. poor my mom's phone. always have the ringing sound that came from that phone. and this one thing happened this morning
...
my mom wanted to teach me how to cook noodles, so i did while the phone was on my hand (so clinching with the phone nowadays sorry) and one message came out from the notification, i read it and my reaction was so hambar
...
why this girl really has to say everything?
you really want everyone to know about ya?
excuse me, do u really an attention seeker?
what is your problem girl?
everything on above were playing on my mind when i read the messages that came out. i felt annoyed with that girl so i told my mom that i cant stand with the girl's behaviour and guess what, my mom told me,
"you don't like it, clean the notification. why burden your mind thinking about useless thing?"
gosh ohmygod that was really deep mom. thank you for the statement.
so i learnt something, you dont have to burden yourselves to think about stupid things. just put it away if you think it's useless. and if you think it will teach you something, then fix it. im learning something new today. always have positive thoughts and be positive.
literally i got so busy with my social media news. i dont own a cell phone and of course i share my whatsapp with my mom's (actually i used her account) and all of all i use my mom's cell phone and make it as my own. sorry mommy.
i joined a few groups from my schoolmates, and this one group is reallyyyyy full of notifications. poor my mom's phone. always have the ringing sound that came from that phone. and this one thing happened this morning
...
my mom wanted to teach me how to cook noodles, so i did while the phone was on my hand (so clinching with the phone nowadays sorry) and one message came out from the notification, i read it and my reaction was so hambar
...
why this girl really has to say everything?
you really want everyone to know about ya?
excuse me, do u really an attention seeker?
what is your problem girl?
everything on above were playing on my mind when i read the messages that came out. i felt annoyed with that girl so i told my mom that i cant stand with the girl's behaviour and guess what, my mom told me,
"you don't like it, clean the notification. why burden your mind thinking about useless thing?"
gosh ohmygod that was really deep mom. thank you for the statement.
so i learnt something, you dont have to burden yourselves to think about stupid things. just put it away if you think it's useless. and if you think it will teach you something, then fix it. im learning something new today. always have positive thoughts and be positive.
expecting not
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
people tend to judge me as friendly, kind, and blur sometimes. well some of them might correct but some of them are not. people think im friendly?
well it depends on some conditions. i used to be not friendly.
im picky. yes it is.
i choose which person i want to say hi.
terrible?
maybe yes. maybe not. it depends on you.
arrogant?
would like to be.
but same goes on above.
i choose people.
some people i would treat really nice.
accept or ignore.
i don't mind. im tired of thinking people's feelings.
your attitude is really the main point. i can't deal with people with bad behaviour.
sorry not sorry dont blame me if i used to take a seriously risky action on people with bath manners.
well, some time you have to be nice but not too nice. because being too nice, people will put you down. always have confident on yourself. never look down on people and never let people look down on you.
always have courage. always spread your love. always spread your wings. always fly high and higher.
people tend to judge me as friendly, kind, and blur sometimes. well some of them might correct but some of them are not. people think im friendly?
well it depends on some conditions. i used to be not friendly.
im picky. yes it is.
i choose which person i want to say hi.
terrible?
maybe yes. maybe not. it depends on you.
arrogant?
would like to be.
but same goes on above.
i choose people.
some people i would treat really nice.
accept or ignore.
i don't mind. im tired of thinking people's feelings.
your attitude is really the main point. i can't deal with people with bad behaviour.
sorry not sorry dont blame me if i used to take a seriously risky action on people with bath manners.
well, some time you have to be nice but not too nice. because being too nice, people will put you down. always have confident on yourself. never look down on people and never let people look down on you.
always have courage. always spread your love. always spread your wings. always fly high and higher.
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