2013 is about to end and 2014 will appear soon and most people had set their mind about the new year, new motto, new dreams, new achievements and so on. and me, still thinking about PBSMR. okay, i dont wanna talk about pbsmr here. it's like an alcohol. driving me insane. okay stop it, anis.
i've through ups and downs in my life, studying in my school where all the smart students lived there, i just like ' orang kampung masuk bandar'. i can see in those smart students' eyes, the lightning, the flames of education is in there. they are so talented in anything and when i cerita dekat umi about their achievements my umi just asked me one thing. only one thing. be one of them, one of those yang pandai pandai dekat sana and makes my parents proud of me. yes, studying in my school where you can see 1Malaysia. malay, chinese, indian, even orang asli. haaa. it's not easy study in there unless, you can compete with them.
tipulah kalau cakap i didnt feel jealous seeing their excellent achievements. and, my seniors, who got excellent result for PMR they were easily got MRSM or SBP. no wonder lah, diorang budak pandai. you didnt feel me unless you're studying there. you can see their ability, some of them can speak english, mandarin, tamil fluently. i was impressed once. hah.
i have to struggle for next year. be one of those smart students and makes my parents proud to have me. kun faya kun.
