Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
hi everyone, it has been such a long time i did not post anything here. i kinda miss blogging but tight schedule didn't allow me to update anything here...
before that did you know that i have another name beside the name i'm using now? some people do call me Shy, well to be exact Shy is my another name in Samura. so some of my friends did ask me where did that Shy name came from.
if you were a Samurian then you know that every of the student in Samura has their own registered name given by their senior, as for me, my registered name is Shy-rye but people do call me Shy.
in Samura, people do not call our real name. we use the registered name all the time. sometimes we dont know their real name because we keep calling them using the registered name.
it's kinda fun actually to have another name. at first i was disagreeing with the name that i've been given but when time goes by, i found that it's fun to have another name beside this one that i am using right now.
sometimes, our teacher do call us using the registered name. i think this commonly happen to most boarding school students. well then, Shy is my alter ego then.
a little throwback
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
everyone knows about themselves but sometimes i do not understand my ownself. well i think i'm not the only one who's like that. well that's why i called myself a little bit complicated and unpredictable that sometimes, I, myself, couldn't understand my own self.
but, what i do know about myself is, i'm a person who has a problem in moving on. well, i think that's my biggest flaw that i just discovered about myself. you know, i have been liking a boy since i was in lower form and up till upper form. But, knowing that things wouldn't change, i decided to look forward and keep moving on. well at least i tried my hard to forget him out of my mind.
some of you might know or might not know that i'm a hostel kiddo who lived far away from my country and had been out of internet connection. but when i got a chance to connect to the social medias the first thing i searched was instagram because i wanted to scroll his instagram over and over again, until one day, my school had bane the instagram and that was the hardest thing for me to accept it and i can't know his update.
so, from that time, i started to forget about him time by time. Even, i didn't realize about it . After i graduated from my school, i started to stalk him again but then i just realized that he's just nothing to me and sometimes i feel totally suck for liking that guy for almost my school years!
and today, i'm proudly say to myself that he's clear out of my mind. That is the most happiest thing in my life. I feel like sharing it here and at least someday, i will scroll my blog and read this.
everyone knows about themselves but sometimes i do not understand my ownself. well i think i'm not the only one who's like that. well that's why i called myself a little bit complicated and unpredictable that sometimes, I, myself, couldn't understand my own self.
but, what i do know about myself is, i'm a person who has a problem in moving on. well, i think that's my biggest flaw that i just discovered about myself. you know, i have been liking a boy since i was in lower form and up till upper form. But, knowing that things wouldn't change, i decided to look forward and keep moving on. well at least i tried my hard to forget him out of my mind.
some of you might know or might not know that i'm a hostel kiddo who lived far away from my country and had been out of internet connection. but when i got a chance to connect to the social medias the first thing i searched was instagram because i wanted to scroll his instagram over and over again, until one day, my school had bane the instagram and that was the hardest thing for me to accept it and i can't know his update.
so, from that time, i started to forget about him time by time. Even, i didn't realize about it . After i graduated from my school, i started to stalk him again but then i just realized that he's just nothing to me and sometimes i feel totally suck for liking that guy for almost my school years!
and today, i'm proudly say to myself that he's clear out of my mind. That is the most happiest thing in my life. I feel like sharing it here and at least someday, i will scroll my blog and read this.
stargazing
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
first of all yeayyyyyy i've finally ended my high school and no more school uniforms, no more homework(s) etc etc after this.
fuhh my two years in samura really meant a lot to me. all those hardships and struggles and everything about it i'll always bear it in my mind. if i tell you about samura, it really takes a lot of time. well, since this is my senior year in high school so i tried so many things in samura. well people said, make it as memories and new experiences to create in your life.
as myself, i do really love to look stars. whenever i feel sorrow, i will always look at the skeies and think that i could face everything challenges in my life that's why Allah made it for me. whenever i feel lonely, i will always look at the skies, knowing that someone at the other side is watching the same stars with me.
but i never knew that watching stars with your friends would be that amazing! there was one day when the idea popped out my brain. i asked my friends to be stargazers. yes, we planned lots of time and we did it. we made it!! Alhamdulillah. well being a stargazer isnt a crime. even our last night in school also we made it. hehehehe we ran from the guards that guarded our hostel and we went to the place we usually did our stargazing.
this memories must sure to be remembered. of course we didnt mean to create any chaos but we wanted to create our memories at least memories that we could bear in our memory box in our head when we're getting older.
i miss stargazing with them and will make it much memorable in the future.
first of all yeayyyyyy i've finally ended my high school and no more school uniforms, no more homework(s) etc etc after this.
fuhh my two years in samura really meant a lot to me. all those hardships and struggles and everything about it i'll always bear it in my mind. if i tell you about samura, it really takes a lot of time. well, since this is my senior year in high school so i tried so many things in samura. well people said, make it as memories and new experiences to create in your life.
as myself, i do really love to look stars. whenever i feel sorrow, i will always look at the skeies and think that i could face everything challenges in my life that's why Allah made it for me. whenever i feel lonely, i will always look at the skies, knowing that someone at the other side is watching the same stars with me.
but i never knew that watching stars with your friends would be that amazing! there was one day when the idea popped out my brain. i asked my friends to be stargazers. yes, we planned lots of time and we did it. we made it!! Alhamdulillah. well being a stargazer isnt a crime. even our last night in school also we made it. hehehehe we ran from the guards that guarded our hostel and we went to the place we usually did our stargazing.
this memories must sure to be remembered. of course we didnt mean to create any chaos but we wanted to create our memories at least memories that we could bear in our memory box in our head when we're getting older.
i miss stargazing with them and will make it much memorable in the future.
this little thing
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
okay so today i cant even help myself. it has been 5 years yet i still cant even forget about him. im going to make my confession here that..
i cant move on
i'm so hate this feeling. i dont know why it's so hard that i cant even have any guts to forget him even i know that he already has a person that he loves the most. i kept motivated people to do this and that yet myself cant do the same thing.
sometimes my body trembling so much that i cant handle it. why you give sucha trouble in my life? this is one of the difficult things that happen in my life which is to forget him.
i also had asked some trusted fellows to how to handle such this thing. this one kind-hearted girl said that he's not the end of the world. so much people out there are waiting for me.
ya know the feeling that you just only want him but nobody else.
fuh this one is quite hard to handle. how this such small things haunted me this crazy?
okay so today i cant even help myself. it has been 5 years yet i still cant even forget about him. im going to make my confession here that..
i cant move on
i'm so hate this feeling. i dont know why it's so hard that i cant even have any guts to forget him even i know that he already has a person that he loves the most. i kept motivated people to do this and that yet myself cant do the same thing.
sometimes my body trembling so much that i cant handle it. why you give sucha trouble in my life? this is one of the difficult things that happen in my life which is to forget him.
i also had asked some trusted fellows to how to handle such this thing. this one kind-hearted girl said that he's not the end of the world. so much people out there are waiting for me.
ya know the feeling that you just only want him but nobody else.
fuh this one is quite hard to handle. how this such small things haunted me this crazy?
building dreams
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
Hi. it has been such a very long time i've not updating this blog. well hihi im so busy im so sorry.
u know, everyone has their things that they've been craving for. so do i.
i know everyone would be happy if this world is a granting-wish factory but unfortunately no. you have to work hard to get what you want. lazy people wont get anything. those who really want the thing they want, will try any kind of tricks to get what they want.
for me, as i've been realized, im 17 this year (not official yet) i know, i have started to crave this and that for example handphone (oh hello i mean i phone) , laptop, my dream house, money and much thing that i really want is to be a successful person someday.(insyaAllah).
so, i know, what i want are must to be fulfilled. so if i want it to be reality i have to work hard to get it. fuh, this year has really come to its end as for students who study in malaysia, we'll be seating for a big examination. do pray for me and all students who will seat for the exam. hope we would pass the exam with the flying color result aamiin. may Allah ease it for me, you and us all.
Hi. it has been such a very long time i've not updating this blog. well hihi im so busy im so sorry.
u know, everyone has their things that they've been craving for. so do i.
i know everyone would be happy if this world is a granting-wish factory but unfortunately no. you have to work hard to get what you want. lazy people wont get anything. those who really want the thing they want, will try any kind of tricks to get what they want.
for me, as i've been realized, im 17 this year (not official yet) i know, i have started to crave this and that for example handphone (oh hello i mean i phone) , laptop, my dream house, money and much thing that i really want is to be a successful person someday.(insyaAllah).
so, i know, what i want are must to be fulfilled. so if i want it to be reality i have to work hard to get it. fuh, this year has really come to its end as for students who study in malaysia, we'll be seating for a big examination. do pray for me and all students who will seat for the exam. hope we would pass the exam with the flying color result aamiin. may Allah ease it for me, you and us all.
a friend called love
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
have i told you that i have a friend called Azira? well she's my ex-classmate ft ex-deskmate. since i've been moving to johor (for studies) she's also had moving to terengganu.
she had been with me through my three years in BRP and always be there through my ups and downs. she always be my loyal listener wehenever i have problems or i have stories to share with. a good listener indeed. oh and a good soul also. she once used to be one of my role model. she is so kind-hearted girl and she always think positive in any situation.
since i lived in hostel, i can't lie that i met so many kind of people and i'm one of the Hi-com Badar and i will always deal with so many people and truth to be told, that one of the reasons that make me still strong and sabr is because Allah sent me this one girl in my life which is Azira.
she taught me what life is. and that makes Azira is different from any friends that i've been friend. she will always laugh at my jokes. she will always make me comfortable with her. i just love love love te way she is. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. at least you lend me this girl in my life. a person who will be there through any situation im in.
this is the real love that any friend could have. may the love that we have will be blessed by Allah. love for the sake of Him.
have i told you that i have a friend called Azira? well she's my ex-classmate ft ex-deskmate. since i've been moving to johor (for studies) she's also had moving to terengganu.
she had been with me through my three years in BRP and always be there through my ups and downs. she always be my loyal listener wehenever i have problems or i have stories to share with. a good listener indeed. oh and a good soul also. she once used to be one of my role model. she is so kind-hearted girl and she always think positive in any situation.
since i lived in hostel, i can't lie that i met so many kind of people and i'm one of the Hi-com Badar and i will always deal with so many people and truth to be told, that one of the reasons that make me still strong and sabr is because Allah sent me this one girl in my life which is Azira.
she taught me what life is. and that makes Azira is different from any friends that i've been friend. she will always laugh at my jokes. she will always make me comfortable with her. i just love love love te way she is. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. at least you lend me this girl in my life. a person who will be there through any situation im in.
this is the real love that any friend could have. may the love that we have will be blessed by Allah. love for the sake of Him.
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