Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
as people on social media already posted about "dm-me-before-2015-ends" post, so im here also waiting for 2015 to end. im surely not ready for the 2016 because next year im going to face for an examination called SPM (may Allah ease it for me to success in SPM in the sake of Allah) .
as for you know, SPM is where your future begins, it depends on how your result is and of course with Allah wills. i have a big dream and of course i want to have a flying colour result for SPM of 2016. may Allah ease it for me.
to be honest im afraid of that examination and a little bit not ready plus living in Samura where all smart students live there and being surrounded by smart students always make me feel a little bit chicken out.
i just pray that everything will turn out well and i dont care if i need to have the hardships before getting the success. and one of the reasons im afraid of facing next year is, i know how tired it will be, i know how pain it will be and i know there will be much tears that will shade because i have faced it this year. form 4 also have already feel the tiredness and painful and i can feel it what's coming next year. i can imagine already. i just pray that Allah will make me stronger and even stronger to achieve the success. i know it's hard but it's not impossible.
im afraid of seeing other's motivation. how could they have been ready. im here just seeing how passionate they are. how they got the motivation of being so passionate of facing next year, but i need to be strong and always istiqamah.
may Allah help and guide me and make me strong and even stronger, Aamiin.
